12,919 Days Alive
Nothing to say today.
Bad brain day.
I’ll try again tomorrow.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Sadness and Serotonin
Tag: Suicidal
Of Seaside and Spookiness
12,917 Days Alive
1 Finished Blanket
I finally finished Sparrow‘s Seaside Blanket!
Continue reading “Of Seaside and Spookiness”Of Hope and Headaches
12,916 Days Alive
7,421 Words on my NaNovel
437 Day Streak on Duolingo
1 New President-Elect!
Trump lost the presidential race but still refuses to concede defeat. I’m elated that Biden won, but I am terrified for the harm the Orange Menace could inflict in the next eleven weeks.
Continue reading “Of Hope and Headaches”Of Worries and Wondering
12,911 Days Alive
1 More Day Till the Election
I was raised mostly Jewish. Raised on stories about troubled times and survival and the Holocaust and the meanings of Passover. And it’s horrific to see history repeating itself.
Continue reading “Of Worries and Wondering”Samhain 2020
12,909 Days Alive
365 Days Left till Next Halloween!
1 Mostly on Purpose Nap Taken
It’s less than two hours away from the start of NaNoWriMo and despite a nap earlier today, I may just go to bed and get up early tomorrow to write.
Continue reading “Samhain 2020”Of Thoughts and Therapy
12,905 Days Alive
Had therapy today. Didn’t feel too great before it and felt even worse after it. I tried doing art or playing video games to distract myself. It didn’t work.
I’m tired of things being so difficult. It’ll get better, I know. But I feel like Im fighting an uphill battle right now and it’s exhausting.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Oddities and Obduracy
12,904 Days Alive
1 PB&J Eaten for Dessert
Do I get bonus points for using a mildly obscure word that basically boils down to being as stubborn as a mule?
Continue reading “Of Oddities and Obduracy”Of Wishing and WoW
12,902 Days Alive
7 Levels in Warcraft
1 Old Habit Revived
So, I didn’t fall asleep until after six am this morning. I wished I had because I’ve had a headache all day from being sleep deprived.
Continue reading “Of Wishing and WoW”Of Burritos and Burdens
12,897 Days Alive
2 Burritos Eaten
1 More Chapter Plotted Out
So, today was a rough day. Work did not go well and I had a mild panic attack at work due to unrelated things.
Continue reading “Of Burritos and Burdens”Of Dresses and Deals
12,888 Days Alive
I found a very pretty purple dress at Goodwill today. it was six bucks. I nearly bought another dress for thirteen dollars, but held off at Mel’s suggestion.
Continue reading “Of Dresses and Deals”Of Ghosts and Giggles
12,887 Days Alive
1 Cookie Eaten
Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.
I’m exhausted. And really struggling tonight. The mental radio is stuck on the “no one wants you around, please kill yourself to lessen the inconvenience that you are” station.
Continue reading “Of Ghosts and Giggles”Of Soup and Silliness
12,886 Days Alive
2 Cadbury Milk Bars
1 Successful Evening
Well, the broccoli cheddar soup turned out really well. The recipe I used I followed fairly to the letter, minus the carrots.
Continue reading “Of Soup and Silliness”Of Moonlight and Meowing
12,879 Days Alive
400 Day Streak on Duolingo
Spock is being exceptionally vocal tonight. He’s chirruping and meowing and purring up a storm. He’s been a real cuddle bug since I got home from work. Maybe he knows I’m not feeling one hundred percent better yet?
Continue reading “Of Moonlight and Meowing”
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