14,727 Days Alive
11 Documents to Generate for a Client
7 Days Till I Get Paid Again
5 Episodes of Blown Away Watched
Okay, so my hands are in agony right now. To the point where they were just red and cracking and hurt to even breathe on them. I got help from Lucian and Brian, thankfully.
Since Lucian deals with his own struggles with certain things, he has a minor backstock of topical pain relief stuff. I am now a big fan of arthritis gel and topical analgesics… after they stop burning upon application.
I have a client for my business! I am super excited to be able to help another person out professionally with what skills I am able to bring to the table. I really hope that the cash flow picks up soon, because being negative in the bank fucking still is honestly upsetting, embarrassing, and has the “you’ve failed as an adult” gremlin dancing around in my head at top volume.
This week has not been kind or easy or good. I still need to mail cards belated birthday, Halloween, and just because cards! I haven’t crocheted in a few days again.
Everything feels like too much.
I can’t get health insurance until my account is in the positive again. It’s just one giant suck-fest.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
Postmark Wonderland 