Of Worries and Writing

~ Theodora Vanyar

14,732 Days Alive

$277.14 in the Red Still

4 Episodes of Murder She Wrote Watched

2 Meetings Tomorrow

I am not doing so well today. I’m sober. I’ve taken all my meds, and even ate three meals. But I’m not okay.

I feel like I am stuck in a terrible tailspin to failure. Just a total failure to launch after getting laid off last month. I don’t know how to pull up financially. I’ve put in over 350 job applications. Nothing.

I am so damn tired.

Take your meds, folks.

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Published by Theodora Vanyar

Writer. Artist. Laughter addict. Queer, Jew-ish, witchy, anxiety riddled, dealing with #BipolarDisorder, and fat. Oxford Comma FOREVER! All else is icing.

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