Of Lemonade and Letting Go

14,759 Days Alive

8 Books on Hold at the Library

0 Clue What Our Household is Doing for the Holiday This Week

I am not… doing okay today. I fell asleep after three am this morning and I wasn’t even awake late reading. Just couldn’t get the old brain to shut the fuck up.

So I have made a cup of sugar free lemonade, pulled my library book close l, and decided I will try to sleep by maybe 0145 or so.

I don’t like food insecurity. I hate holidays where it’s just… nothing? No plan in place, nothing really to look forward to? The Gator side of the family will mostly be enjoying each other’s company, while Mal and his family have a lot going on this coming week. And me, Lucian, and Brian? Fuckin’ nothing.

I love food holidays. I love spending time with loved one. But I’ve been so out of sorts lately, so off kilter. All I can do is my best.

I hope y’all enjoy the holiday week.

Take your meds, folks.