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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Anxious

Of Pearls and Progress

February 21, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,021 Days Alive

1 Cup of Chai Enjoyed

So I made cheaters Caprese salad this evening. Basil, tomato, mozzarella pearls, spring mix, white onion, and balsamic vinaigrette. Super easy to make and eat. It gets better the longer it rests, too, so the leftovers will be awesome tomorrow.

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Of Nausea and Nachos

February 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,018 Days Alive

3 Days of Migraine

1 Nauseous Me

I left work early today. I didn’t throw up in the trash can at work again, but it was a near thing. I did end up pain-puking when I got home and knocked out after a second dose of imatrex for almost three hours today.

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Of Groceries and Going Forward

February 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,016 Days Alive

5 Jalapeño Poppers Eaten

2 Grocery Stores Visited

1 Slightly Exhausted Me

There are times where I feel if I stop moving, if I slow down, if I freeze up, I’ll keel over. I don’t know why. Maybe it’s a form of mania? I’m honestly not sure. Whatever it is, it’s exhausting. Utterly taxing.

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Of Brownouts and Blankets

February 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,015 Days Alive

1 Hour Without Power at Work

Today was fantastically frustrating. We lost power just after lunch today. Not for too long, but long enough to be annoying and to throw off my whole day.

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Of Immunizations and Illness

February 9, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,009 Days Alive

I get my first dose of the COVID-19 vaccine tomorrow. I’m not looking forward to it as I’m always afraid of having bad reactions to shots.

But I’ll power through.

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Imbolc 2021

February 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,001 Days Alive

56 Degrees Outside

2/3rds the Way Done with the Center Rings of the Jeweled Knot Blanket

I’m exhausted. I had a panic attack after work today. Not fun.

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Of Miyazaki and Munchies

January 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,999 Days Alive

521 Day Streak On Duolingo

6 Skeins of Colors for Meg’s Blanket

4 Loads of Laundry Done

2 Slices of Bacon and Onion Pizza

1 Finished Blanket for Little Bee

I had a massive headache this morning. So I put on my second favorite Hayao Miyazaki film, Howl’s Moving Castle. I found out that I don’t own Spirited Away!

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Of Tacos and Timing

January 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,998 Days Alive

3 Doritos Locos Tacos Eaten

I still don’t like Doritos locos tacos. At all. But Taco Bell messed up the order tonight and I didn’t become aware of it until long after the bra had been shed and the house clothes donned. So I just ate what I was given.

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Of Bingo and Blankets

January 28, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,997 Days Alive

519 Day Streak On Duolingo

$20 Won at the Work BINGO Game

I’m falling asleep trying to read a Neil Gaiman story, so I’ll make this quick.

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Of Cartoons and Crafting

January 27, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,996 Days Alive

2 Burritos Eaten

1 Movie Watched

1/2 A Round Completed on Little Bee’s Blanket

I’m still working on Little Bee’s blanket. I’m still eleven rows + the border from done. I’m not sure the border I’m going to do yet, but it’ll be nice. And hopefully done in the next week or so.

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Of New Things and Naps

January 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,993 Days Alive

$120.00 Spent on a New Tire

1 Accidental Nap

So, I got home from J and Bill6’s around noon today. I received an awesome early Valentine’s Day gift from Fen! It was a pillow shaped like a taco! And I love it!

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Of Tires and Tea

January 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,992 Days Alive

1 Flat Tire

So today was an adventure. Hung out with Meg and J today for some belated holiday gift exchange. It was nice.

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Of Sleep Deprivation and Salsa

January 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,991 Days Alive

1 Stressful Day

Work was hard. After work was less hard. I’m out of spoons and I’ve been awake since midnight last night. We had Tex-Mex for dinner, which was good.

I’m going to crochet and go to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

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