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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Chalice and Chocolate

December 29, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,967 Days Alive

2 Episodes of Iron Chef America

1 Amazing Belated Yule Gift from DW

I feel like I started the day chugging along like a locomotive and ended the day feeling as if I had been run over by said locomotive. Ugh.

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Of (Christmas) Eve and Eggs

December 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,962 Days Alive

3rd Rewatch of The Muppet Christmas Carol

2 Scrambled Eggs with Cheese

1 Sleepy Kitty

I only had to work a half day today, which was awesome. I love the camaraderie of holiday work days. Everyone is so supportive of each other at my workplace and it’s really nice.

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Of Tears and TNG

December 22, 2020December 23, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,961 Days Alive

3 Episodes of Star Trek: The Next Generation

2 Chalupas

1 Crying Breakdown at Work

Today was difficult. My body is in rebellion, my poor team leader is out sick still, and the stupid bloody scanner had me in tears from frustration.

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Of Travel and Tacos

December 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,959 Days Alive

480 Streak on Duolingo

11 Days Left in 2020

6 Prompts for a Short Story

4 Marshmallows Eaten

1 Scrapghan Frogged and Restarted

So, after a scan six hours or less of sleep, I took J and Bill6 to the airport this morning. I managed to avoid napping the whole day somehow and got three loads of laundry done.

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Of Yarn and Yawning

December 18, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,957 Days Alive

3 Cheesy Gordita Crunches Eaten

2 Episodes of Good Eats Reloaded Watched

I have a problem. I’m working on Little Bee’s blanket. But I cannot for the life of me recall which hook I was using to make it. Normally I write it down. But no, not this time. I don’t want to restart it for a fourth time, but I may have to.

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Of Outages and Otters

December 17, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,956 Days Alive

6 Holiday Cards Prepared

2 Hours of System Outage

1 More Sleep Till Friday

I got the cutest pack of holiday cards from Linna before they moved up north. It has a stocking on one set and an adorable dressed up otter on the other set. I quite liked filling out cards, even though they won’t likely be there in time for Christmas. Maybe New Year’s?

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Of Jedis and Jury Duty

December 10, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,949 Days Alive

3 Supreme Tacos

1 Sit Through of The Empire Strikes Back

We, as stated above, watched The Empire Strikes Back this evening. It was fun, if distracting to my attempts to write. But I was too frazzled from work to focus.

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Of Hook and Health

December 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,948 Days Alive

9 Days of Writing

I feel run over today. It’s just low energy because of my cycle I’m sure, but every little thing seemed an uncontrollable situation.

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Of Tea and Typing

November 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

27,773 Words on My NaNovel

12,934 Days Alive

I only got a few hundred words written today. I’m hoping tomorrow goes far better. I’ve had 10,000 word days before, so I’m not giving up hope yet.

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Of Echoes and Enchiladas

November 21, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

19,541 Days Words in My NaNovel

12,930 Days Alive

So, I woke up this morning scared out of my wits because I thought someone was in my room. While it was still dark out, I woke up and could have sworn someone was standing in the middle of my room, looking for something. Scared a year off my days, for sure.

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Of Cramps and Craziness

November 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

17,054 Words on My NaNovel

12,929 Days Alive

3 Soft Taco Supremes for Dinner

1 Plate of Nachos Eaten

I’m cramping like hell today. I know I’m hydrated, so it’s likely my uterus throwing a fit. And the fact that I had to haul a giant tub of mail to the post office today. Either way, some stretching helped a bit.

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Of Reading and Relaxing

November 17, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

15,487 Words on My NaNovel

12,926 Days Alive

I’m so tired still. I spent most of my down time after work reading instead of writing so I only added a few hundred words to my NaNovel today.

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Of Mania and Macaulay

November 16, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

15,087 Words on My NaNovel

12,925 Days Alive

2 Hours Spent Writing

1 Sleep Deprived Me

I’m in the middle of an anxiety-riddled, manic upswing. As of 9:30p.m EST tonight, I have been awake for thirty nine hours. And I’m not tired. Well, mentally I am exhausted but physically I feel like I could run a marathon.

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