12,997 Days Alive
519 Day Streak On Duolingo
$20 Won at the Work BINGO Game
I’m falling asleep trying to read a Neil Gaiman story, so I’ll make this quick.
I am aware I’m manic.
I’m aware I’m suicidal.
I want a goddamned drink.
I’m aware that I’m struggling in multiple ways.
I am doing my best right now to keep it together and that’s the best I can do. I’m barely sleeping. I’m fighting to make it through each day and it is utterly exhausting.
I’m terrified of the repercussions of failure. So I’m doing my best to improve at work and at home. That’s the best I can do.
As a quick side note, I’m almost done with Little Bee’s blanket.
My meds are kicking in and I seriously can’t stop yawning.
Take your meds, folks.